was watering the plants only like ten min ago. :) mom not arnd, feels weird, always so used to her there watering the plants and stuff...

well she and dad are on a nice holiday to vietnam and my pesky kid wz sis is off to aunties house to stay.. so i should be glad at the sudden lease of freedom, right?...

but feeling xian. u cant do much with two pple. all the boring games. even monopoly sucks when u play it with only two players. can even play er ling wu aka two zero five... feels really sad. and weird but i really miss wz... and her screwy but cute face... lol
at least if she were arnd, we could play cluedo...

ask me out!!! someone ask me out!!! T_T

feeling dry. tmr is the first carolling performance at tanglin mall. hmm nice place but bad accoustics i heard. im a wee bit worried but we should be fine la, i think.

feeling so bored that i actually wont mind if a girl, a REAL girl, (as in not like me or qiu han lol we never really quite talk abt the things that normal girls talk about) asked me out to shop with her. i d probably get bored eventually but im sure that it ll keep me entertained for just a while at least

todays practice was better than expected. for me at least except the last part which i couldnt even sing sleep properly, and totally disgraced my soprano one self and my very proud and now very sad diaphragm pardon me i spelt wrongly... i think,... :( lousy cannot even sing high notes properly and high notes are SUPPOSED to be my forte...

but it was kind of enjoyable. me, prisc and joan were really power when we spilt into our grps for carolling practice. felt really good to have the nod of acknowledgement from cheryl as she conducted the rest. but cannot compare la we sang in the rain tree of course nicer but the other sections werent as nice dough

eyelid back to normal! :D i woke up today and to my delight its no longer the lumpy crap...
lumpy-be-gone! i knew that it was going to be the start of a good day...

luckily i listened to qiu hans advice. lol talked to her till the wee hours of today morning... wait now its almost morning lol... :) i guess i was thinking too much about everything. just let things go their course and not fret or be sad or worry about them... thanks girl :)
and sure enough i felt that things were okay when i stepped into the choir stall ealry today :)

la la la. ta da dee dum. must sing tmr. a bit lazy :P but must la, not enuf pple or else they ll die... lol but grp one only me and prisc... haha but prisc power, u go man, sop one rocks! :D

feeling tired. i ll burn out soon if i dun get some form of release... crap.

fishy is doing fine. i remembered to feed him today. in fact, everyday since the day i saved him. hes MINE now. lol. i decided to name him edward furlong after the calvin klein model in some really nice ad. i put the ad as my display pic... it simply blew me away when i first rested my eyes on it... :)
u can call him eddie for short. a fish called eddie. cute.

qiu han reckons i should run for singapore idol. as if i ll make it. im so airy without warmups haha. but i can sing both really high and really low which i always found co0l as a kid cos i didnt know musik so it seemed weird that i could like sing the 'same note' in both HIGH and LOW lol..:D damn proud of dat. wide range. la la la.
she says i ll be popular cos i ll appeal to both guys and girls cos im like guyish girl
girls will find me cool and guys will find me cute(i immediately puked at the moment she said that) den she explained that it ll seem so weird cos obviously im a girl but i act like a guy so guys would find it cute. -_- oh really *sarcastic tone with acid dripping*

but shant tekan dear qiu han lol :) haha
she wants to get me a swimsuit for xmas. NOT a good idea. i cant swim... actually technically i shuld be able to, lard floats on water i think... and the whole upthrust thing should give me more that suffice reason to try to learn to swim but i simply lack the motivation to try to slim down to look nice or at least not painful to the eye in a swimsuit

yawn. ohhh this really nice grand senior aka grand president aka timmo came and gave a talk today.. actually just some side stuff. but he seems really nice la, can tell why pple voted for him.
wonder hows ash doing... and yeah serenie it shuld be hot there but ash says shes feeling cold. got frostbite. -_- wear more clothes dear and drink more water and take care... :)

tmr is deee day. yawn.

i think back when i first met you
now i realise its because you were my dream...