Lolx whatever la maybe its got sth to do with Sunday being the day of rest that god chose after working a long hard six days (for us students five official days and one very not official but always on Saturday)
Choir practice on Friday was a whole new feeling
Felt quite weird that suddenly our numbers were decreased by almost half and and the choir stood in the Lt, I felt we looked quite vulnerable and helpless and maybe even pathetic.
I had always thought that we were quite independent, after all there had been times when the seniors were absent and we carried out stuff as normal and everything went on quite well, very smoothly in fact , (eg the string orch concert haha silly credo)
But not till Friday did the revelation come. It finally dawned upon me that we have been too over reliant on our beloved seniors for way too long and upon their sudden(actually not so sudden, just that I ve been reluctant if not unwilling to face the facts that they will HAVE to leave the choir one day :( in more ways than one, its a sort of way to escape from reality, the ostrich-bury-head-into-ground sort of method)
In fact I had been so used to being with the seniors and seeing them there that on Friday I felt this sort of weird emptiness inside, and I just couldnt find a way to make it go away.
Even though ck and hon seng and Theresa and hua cheng came back on Friday, the feeling just wasnt the same, it seemed as though it was really goodbye :( quite a sad feeling la, >_<>_<) Bah, so many worries so many questions. And loads of stuff to catch up after the pile of homework collected while we were away in germany Time seemed to pass so fast and blissfully that I never really wanted to come back Sort of la anyway. I wonder how the seniors are feeling, its definitely weird without them, I wonder if they feel weird without us. Definitely thru the germany trip I ve gotten to noe most of them better and grown a lot colder to them, even closer to some year ones. But now its time for them to go, to start mugging like there IS a tomorrow, and the prelims ARE going to come you know. I miss sher aka pet tamers sectionals when she always encouraged us and never gave up in us always there like a mother would be for her MANY daughters lolx. I miss talking to the sop seniors they all so nice and caring and I love sops they rock. I miss seeing stupid rambutan aka hon seng turn hi head over and start giving weird looks as I anticipate something very lame to come out from his mouth Believe it or not haha I actually miss standing next to knighty aka shaun the royally lame and I actually miss his WAY extremely lame jokes which are like soooo cold that you actually go brrr, wow that was cold, after he finishes. I miss ck s sudden outbursts which would lighten up the mood of the choir haha and even his weird and a nit scary mood swings too I miss seeing chin yaw and angela together tee hee and shangzhi and Raphael I miss seeing chung come in all hyper and happy I miss the two student conductors trying very hard to conduct us but not always succeeding (pai she lah) I miss hui shans cute impressions of the frog song I miss the bases trying to act cool (thats mostly year ones which try to act cool actually the year twos dont have to act they ARE cool) I miss hearing jia hui say heloooooo(emphasis on the oooo , in a drak and low voice) I miss the seniors la. Im sure lots of juniors would agree with me :) Well, whatever la, goodbye is inevitable, so I shall face it. And make the farewell a jolly smashing good farewell!!!! You wait and see
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