yawnz...just finishd school today, waiting for pe later...got one hour to slack...
:)
just felt like smiling, so i did
read peoples blog here and there a little,
and i came back here with like 10000000000
pennies for my thoughts...>.<
lol

well after reading ck s entry abt frens , i tot a lot

its true i find him hard to understand....just like my frens do...they find me moody and scary at times...
but after a while they really know me...

usually its those people whom i dun really understand that i purposely make an effort to try to understand them...
its not so much of understanding, i realised...
cos its really hard...i dun even understand myself sometimes...im still so new to me,
im growing and changing everyday

so i guess its really more about being there for them.
for people who care about me
for people whom i care about
for people who cheer me up ( sida ash serene fan qiu han etc...so many of you..:) )
for people who i want to cheer up( yes ck, thats you...and hs too...sometimes so moody lah, u guys...>.< )

i guess i try to spend more time being there, rather than understanding, cos thats what really matters...:)

and the part about you being a bad fren, ck,
lol
u havent heard the worst

hey guys,
i make a losuy friend because

i have a bad temper
i have mood swings
i am loud and scary
i am brash and act on impulse
i am insensitive and too frank
i am blunt ( eh its the same pt as the one above i guess...>.< lol )
i am stubborn and strong willed
i am impossible to get along with
i always make a point to win arguements
i am unreasonable at times

if u knew all this, would u still fren me?...
or after reading this, come up to me and say, I DUN FREN U ANYMORE!!!
lol...
if u dun, u still want to risk ur life by frening me
then i wanna say thanks!
cos u guys mean so much to me...

even if im sad when im surrounded by people who are loud and happy
even if im a solitary rose...

i makes me smile to think u guys are there

:)


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