lately been feeling sad...
supposed to be happy i guess...
i found my hand band which i have lost 1 week ago
was hell without it...couldnt keep my fringe off my fore head and it was annoying me and i couldnt do my work properly...
den now, its back on my head.
:)

haiz was feeling sad because the goldfish in my house got an infevtion and its underside is all red and swelling and its forced to swim upside down...
and looking at how pathetic and sad and poor thing it is makes me sad...

i shouldnt care raelly, after all its not mine...its my dad and sis s ...i dun even feed or look after it and stuff...god i dun even ususally notice its existence....!
but when i saw it in such a state today, it made me feel sad and helpless....

my dad and sis are probably doing the right thing...just letting it swim upside down and remain infected and wait to die...or wait for some miracle to happen and the infection will heal by itself...

its quite understandable, after all the fish only costs 2 bucks....
why bring it to a vet to cure it and stuff...and there may not even be a cure...

but some how i am saddened...even though it costs 2 bucks, we bought it and it has a life and we have the responsibility to take care of it and it has the right to fight to live, right?

haiz.its just a 2 dollar goldfish.

i dunno whats wrong with me.


~jus+ LisTen 2 Mik@ AnD lEt's cHilLou+~