Hahaz. Slept during lecture again today. Haiz I think I had better master the skill of waking up at the right time to copy notes, will be extremely useful. =D
Hahaz. Anyway todays moring session was more people than usual, maybe cos today is Friday and some people thought there was singing. Yepps. Turned out I wasn the first, shermaine was playing the piano when I came. Den went out to get a drink and while I opened the door I almost whammed into Ck!!!! Hahaha I was like, AAAAaaRRRRrrrGGGGggHHhhhh!!!!!~~~
Ha
But he was like,................
Haha maybe haven't wake up properly yet, like Stanley, u noe some times hes in such a state when we find him at the bus stop waiting for 156...hahah >.<
Aww manz anyway the rest of people came and we started singing and stuffs.haha was real funny cos Thomas was making weird faces while trying to reach the low notes, hon seng was looking amused, and Ck was giving weird looks.
Haha.aww manz. I really dun think I could bear them leaving. ~>.<~

Lessons suck lah I was perpetually juz WAITING for the day to pass so four o clock could come and I could slack and wait for choir to start. Wanted to go bytes and paly the classroom, haben got past level four cheating yet, always unable to cheat enuf to pass while my classmate is commiting suicide-hahaha go check it out, its at 2flashgames.com, called the classroom, really fun!

Anyway sort jus got my way thru this sloppy Friday.Really must mug my econs chap five and trig, cos dunno wat the hell is happening, esp 4 econs cos the lecturer suckx ( we all agree ) and I was sleeping like, erm 80% of the time? Hahah

Haiz. On a more somber note, got sorta of scolded awake by miss lim today during choir, good cos I was like still in the holiday mood, but now I realise even giving 100 % per session is not enuf, mus really prac at home. Hahah facial expression and smiling I have no qualms wif that, im good LOH! =D

Like during choir was sort of discussing who to room wif and stuff, and I was like stoning around....
And suddenly felt sad 
Cos even though I noe so many people and have so many frens, how mnay of them are my real good frens? Even though im part of the 156 people now, and its fun and all, but cant help feeling sad at times, cos I think that seriously when I have a problem or stuff, theres no one I will approach....cos like none of them are really that close to me. Like Thomas is always wif the bimbos, and the bimbos I seriously cannot get erm...oh never mind. Stanley is so stone, and then theres serene, whom I really find nice and we have lots in common, but still shes closer to the altos ( mostly the bimbos ) lah...yepp.
Of course theres teddy, but after all he s a guy, if we get too close people will talk and stuff and teddy doesn't really get along with the seniors and stuff..

So sometimes even though im surrounded by people who are fun and laughing and joking and stuff, I feel very much alone
Like last time in cedar it was just me jayanthi and priya:D
The three musketeers!!! Like we were really close, so even though we didn't belong to the popular clique or get along well wif them, I couldnt care less!  cos I had the two of them, and thts all I need! 

All this sounds so soppy and primary three, but its wat I really feel, anyway.
Would you like to know me? would you like to be my best fren? :D
Im dun trust people easily and dun open up easily either, but once you become my fren, I ll do almost anything for you! Im fiercely loyal and faithful!!! Hahahaha I very jiang 3 yi4 qi4 one!!!  this one is really 100 tru and all my frens agree...
But I have a bad temper and lack patience at times...
And I have the appetite of three hungry men...:D and im really loud and rowdy...
Despite all this, would you still want to fren me and be there for me when I need you? Cos when you need me, I ll be there, or least least I will try my best to...
Hahahaha okay this sounds silly. Like some ad in the classifieds :P
Aww manz, I should just forget it.
Its great to see hon seng and Ck being such good frens , aww manz, making me feel sad.:(
Its easier to make frens but hard to get close ones, in jc lah.
But I judge my frens by the closeness not the number...so maybe that’s why im sad.
Oh well shouldn’t ask for too much, cos I really feel damn lucky sometimes, especially after going thru so much to get here, where I am today.

But still, sometimes, I ll think of qiu han. Even though we weren't in the same cca but we d been best frens for 4 years, and I believe, foever.  maybe one is enough. Haha but me, being human, cant help but be greedy and wish for more. After all its always good to have frens 

Also really glad I got to know some seniors better, the sops seniors, sher, hon seng, Ck, chin yaw, angela, etc.which is what I never did in secondary school. Haha maybe cause I ve changed my mindset and the way I treat people, and its really going my way!man, this rocks! Choir rocks!
Hahhahaha okkie im too hyper liao


After choir we sorta stoned around and then we decided to walk out, and someone suggested going to kap to eat. I was really borke lah so I didn't really want to go, but like almost everyone was going, so I could feel the peer pressure persuading me to go, haha
Ck was so aa cos the other j 2s dilly dallied and he had to walk out with the j 1s and wait for them. In a bid to save money, I didn't go to kap. Aww manz really wanted to go but mom cooked liao and I broke...more like broken!

Haha still thinking of how to raise enough money to treat the years twos and what to buy for the seniors...aww manz I dun wanna just buy sth from outside, I wan to make sth too...hmm still thinking! Hahahaa and im not not eating Ck !!!! I LOVE to eat manz ( thus my dinosaur size...remember xiao mi say he wanna be dinosaur when he grow up...im getting very close to his dream liao...:P) its just that I m saving money, and im cheapskate, cannot MEHZ !!! hahahaha. >.<

And I dun like people to offer to treat me for no good reason. Man, even if it was my birthday, I probably wouldn't let you treat me! Unless you really owe me one. I think I complain too much the guys cannot stand it then offer to treat me! >.<
Haha hey guys, save your treats for your girl frens next time, k? buddies no need treat one...
I remember once went out wif mich heng yz and hui hui, then was complaining that I was broke ( as usual) and ask y heng dun wan treat us ( me mich hui hui ), and he was like, TREAT U FOR WAT! And he sorta said sth about only treating his gf in future and only being esp nice to her and no one else...
I was sorta touched by wat he said, after all his crapp lah...
Manz, hui hui, wat are u waiting for? Grabb him!!! Before he catches the eye of some girl in rj, den its hard to say what will happen , after all u two never really made any promises or really were together...

Haiz.
Looking at Cheryl in a state of bliss is seriously scaring me. Im feeling really happy for her cos this is wat my gut predicted, but my gut says sth else too, which I hope junkai will prove me wrong....>.< PLEASE, god, please, whatever happens please dun let Cheryl get hurt...I hope they can stay together and be happy for as long as forever, cos I know even though Cheryl looks independent and tough but shes really romantic and soft and sweet inside...~>.<~ I ve heard of too many cases of break up, but I hope this wont be one...cheryl is till very much a girl inside...so naïve and sweet and innocent and romantic...haiz. Worried fer her. JUN KAI!!! If u re reading this, u better be good to her or else, I ll go BASH YOU UP wif my smiley coconut!!!!!

Besides all these happenings, I ve learnt not to judge a person by his outer appearance.
Yepps, im a good example, cold on the outside, hot on the inside. And im NOT TAO loh!! I m so frenly...curse the person hu said im tao!!!or tao looking...really must smile more..anyway I realised I look real nice when I smile, so I will smile more often 

Lemme see, well in the beginning I tot Thomas is fos, full of shit, but turns out hes really philosophical and thinking at times...and initially I tot hueeey ( reika! In case u dunno y, her surname is hue...so cute rite!!! Aww manz... ) was really tao, but turns out she s a really responsible and fun gal to be with!!! And wat else, erm I tot the bases seniors are tao, but when I waved to them, they smiled and waved back! Aww manz...and I thought ck was one scary guy, but turns out hes really just misunderstood...hahaha I also tot shuan was tao, but now if u ask me, SHAUN? TAO? NO WAY!!!! More of like super LAME!!!! Hahahahas

All this and so much more...
Haiz im really learning so much everyday! 
Anyway choir again tomolo, but its never boring, cos you guys are there! 
Plus breakfast at ya kuns tomolo, wat more can I ask for? :D



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