无言

As much as I despite and fear those who are exceedingly needy,
(ironically) I deeply envy them.

How are you?
Where are you?
What are you doing?
When can I see you again? 


I can't bring myself to say or to ask these things-
Not with you, not at these times, not like this.

I can't at all. 
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可笑的是，
相爱与被爱，
其实有时是回归比'一个人'还要孤独的寂寞。
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'I miss you'


is not the same.
Nobody knows if they mean it exactly the same way when they say it.

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The scariest part about falling in love is,

when you've grown all you can,
think you've known all (about yourself) that you can, down to the bone,


you love someone else,
then you discover a part of yourself that you never knew,
and sometimes you don't like it,
sometimes you don't know how to deal with it,


Sometimes you want to forget you ever knew that 'you'.
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我想说的是，
其实我想要的也只是很普通的，
跟大家一样的，


可是就是说不出口。