you know that people care, that things/you matter, that they love, they bother-

you know it; deep down inside, you know, in better judgement,

you know it.

but sometimes,

you just can't feel it.

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‘为了自己而活-

不为朋友，家人，甚至爱人-

不-

你应该是为自己而活。

关怀，疼爱，安慰；这些些

这都是我们都需要，都渴求的，

可是最崇高的，

(还是)应该是自由。’

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it's not out mischief or wanting to stand out from the crowd, but sometimes I am particularly fond of doing things that alarm or shock people.

It's because i enjoy watching their reactions (or non-reactions, for that matter) to my behaviour/actions/expressions.




People can be so amusing.