As much as i hate to admit, despite my (supposedly) calm, confident and collected exterior, I guess all i am really is somewhat insecure deep down inside? Especially with regards to how other people look at me or perceive me to be, particularly if these people are my loved ones.

I can get ridiculously worried or caught-up over some comment that people said in passing, or something they may have repeated a few more times, but perhaps in jest-

I guess sometimes all i really want/need is for someone to reassure me that things are okay, or that i look fine; not add to my insecurities, to tell me that other people would judge me or look at me in that way because of my dressing or mannerisms....

it's a complicated feeling really...