thoughts.

sometimes thoughts are like clothes-

they need to be worn and re-worn, thoroughly,

then cleansed, soaped, rinsed, washed, spun around,

hung out to dry in the sun or the breeze of a morning,

for everything to clear, so that you can think them again.

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如果害怕会厌倦，

如果顾虑终究疲倦，

不再喜欢，不再关心相爱，

就慢慢来吧！

不确定的，我也有，

顾虑担心，也想，

但很多东西是很难预料的-

人类而言，

如此善变的，

感情而言，

如此飘浮不定的，

海誓山盟，不确定的约定诺言-

无法达成，无法遵守

这些又有什么意义？

重要的是把握现在-

眼前确定的，

心里坚定的，

那也就足够。

遥远的东西，

就让它慢慢来吧。

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am I a brave person?

Never thought of myself that way-

Always believed/thought I would meet someone so certain, so brave, so self-assured, so confident that whatever doubt in my mind would come to pass.

That I would be enveloped in the feeling whole, and uncertainly would just melt away.

It is the most ideal of situations and possibly the most unlikely, but still...

fraught by uncertainty and doubt,

sometimes it's like a constant internal battle,

being at odds with myself, with my choices, my decisions,

least of all would I think I have the capability to assure others.

and yet for some things,

for some thoughts,

some part,

things are certain.

Some things need occasional self-assurance,

but, I know, for sure,

they are certain.

If you are feeling fear, uncertainty, loneliness-

If you are feeling faint of heart,

place your palm over your chest,

over the thumping thing called your heart,

speak to it, for it would speak to you,

to tell you what is certain and true.

Be brave, be true.

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我想，

就是那时，听你说了那句话，

就决定了，

不会先放手离开。

再多难受孤单，

不会先放手。

如果是你先放开，就会接受转身走；

可是，自己，不会先放手。

就是对自己的约定。

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哎，

是真的，

出乎意料啊。

可是有什么办法？

就是这样。

再说吧，再说吧。。。