i sometimes wonder if i were not a girl, what would i be?

Some people believe their identity is defined (partially) by their gender;

without a doubt gender shapes who we are/what we do/can achieve/become,

but many a times I've felt so strongly i live/lived as a person-

neither male nor female, just as a human;

a living, thinking, breathing, strongly feeling person,

that i sometimes think to myself:

does gender really matter?

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很多东西不用猜的-

靠直觉-

我一直以来都是那样。

对错就不知道了，

唯独有让现实证明；

好多东西人都是事事难料，

怎么预防猜测盘算都没办法。

发生了那么多事情，

认识了那么多人，

很多东西都事过境迁了，

我还是觉得，

就靠直觉吧！

不用猜。

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doubt.

life is filled with it-

and sometimes there's nothing much that can be done.

To me the approach is sometimes to plunge deeply into something just to try things out, even if doubtful, because that's just the kind of person i am.

However doubtful that/i may be.

but sometimes a risk-taking approach takes some convincing，

or just a plain hell lot of fool-hardiness.