there are exact moments (or prolonged periods of time, if you put it that way-)

you feel adept, at ease, exactly in control of your life-

you know what/who is important and what/who is irrelevant,

you know exactly what (is smart and the most advantageous) to do,

and you do that exactly (without needing to convince yourself or will yourself into doing it)

that, is when the brain is in (adequate) control

feels very, very, very good.

(i should live like this more often)