suddenly feeling like watching a movie.

Maybe rango or sucker punch? hmmm...
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you know some songs, simply from the first time you listen to it,

you'd love it forever-

this is definitely one of them.

Had the immense urge to sing the second line when N sang the first line when we were shooting in Pulau Ubin the other day. Perhaps it''s strange since loads of people do it (particularly in Jogja, it seems) but i find it embarrassing to sing out loud in public. It's not that i would go horribly out of pitch or end up making a fool of myself because i forget the lyrics (considering my 6 years of choral experience, my rather respectable rote-memory-method of learning music), it's just...

to me singing aloud is something only people who are terribly un-self-conscious would do

(and i am obviously not one of them)

which is why i am not particularly fond of karaoke either, i guess.

i am very contented plugging in my earphones and discreetly mouthing the words on public transport when no one is looking.

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i think i was the happiest in kindergarten-

except it wasn't kindergarten, i never went to kindergarten, it was called child-care, which is a more relaxed form of kindergarten, i guess.

i never did any homework or needed to study for any tests,

i never needed to worry about what to do with my future,

i never troubled over interpersonal relationships,

i never thought about real problems,

i ate whatever i wanted,

i played all day,

i slept a lot,

i lived only for the moment.

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as a child (i think) i had quite a lot of foresight-

i once asked my mother,

'mom, i'm a child now, right?

Can i skip adulthood and go directly into old age?'