i know i'm brutally honest.

maybe you would hate me for that?

(whoever you are, whatever i said)

but this is my blog,

so i get to write what i want to, anyway.

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met up with Q, QP and H today at the much-anticipated and overhyped Nex shopping centre. I cannot describe in simple words how much disdain i have for regular mall retail therapy so i shall not elaborate further, but if not for their company i think i would have crumpled into a ball in some random corner out of sheer boredom.

was really looking forward to sitting down and catching up about things, but most of the 2nd part of the night after we ate was spent shopping for clothes, which was, simply put, boring.

i really love Q loads, in ways that i could never make clear to her in person, but lately i really feel that she's changed as a person, and that i can't seem to relate to the kind of direction or aims she seems to have now- today she was shopping as if every single second matters (which is not like her at all, really), and she's been spending loads of time with her colleagues and batch mates from the bank (which is cool, really), but it's like, she's giving off those 'i can't wait to be attached' vibes, which is just so...

so....

which just makes me wonder why does she want so badly to find someone?

if i did it it would be really to kill time-

too much time, not that many things to do, and then maybe...

(i mean i think it would be ok if the other person thought hanging out with me kills time too- what's wrong with that?...)

i don't really understand.