blast it all! lost my phone. and i just called it but it says it's unavailable-

99.999999% that it got stolen.

don't even know why people would take it-

it's (quite) badly scratched and the LCD has a splot that's spoilt.

i've never actually lost my phone before (which is amazing considering how disorientated and messy i am and how i never seem to find my things) so i actually had to google to find out what to do when you lose your phone because i have absolutely no idea.

i'm not very upset (strangely)

but getting the line temporarily cancelled (via the hotline) was quite a breeze, and i found some random not-in-use phone in the house that i can temporarily (and most likely will permanently use since i have no burning desire to buy a new phone)

but oh well....

it's still a little feeling of loss-

i guess there's nothing much to miss about that i have in my old phone-

just maybe a few smses that meant something to me, and the wallpaper of my corridor cat that is adorable,

but/and i guess it's a sign for me to move on(?)

if you want to stay in contact, sms me your number.

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i've had to repress the urge to do really socially inappropriate things-

to touch someone's face, to draw someone close, to be hold someone's hand;

to look away (from someone), to push someone away, to slip out from someone's grasp;

those are irresponsible things-(so i don't do them?)

it's silly but (it's not like i can help but) i think about these things anyway.