Thursday, 28 October 2010

i haven't had anything really exciting or thought-provoking happen to me that i'm able to muster up a substantial post, because life has been basically very routine-

get up, clean myself, make myself (somewhat) presentable, take the train during (semi) rush hour to work, work, lunch (or lunch in), work some more, knock off, take the train during rush hour back home, and then waste away my time surfing online finding meaningful things to do to occupy my future leisure time.

it's not that i dislike work-
my manager is nice, my boss is even nicer, the office location is pretty neat, it's near ann siang hill (which is totally where all the fantastic indie/design shops are, technically where i would dream to work at), not far from my place, has a string of decent lunch places all around; work is always on the go, and i've learnt loads and will continue to do so; i can wear (almost) whatever i want to work;



it just feels like everything is too routine-
too much of a very restricted, very regular kind of life-
that after work, suddenly when i become free (of something that binds me), i don't really know how to spend my free time. If i head home and just dwindle the time away online watching videos it's so silly, if i spend money to sign up for classes it's a bit of a strain on my purse, and sometimes i just feel like staying out late even though there's work at 930am the next day-

everything is too routine.

it's strange but i feel like i'm plunging into this adult life much too fast but i dont want to get comfortable and just leave things be- because even when i was young, as a youth, i didn't really let loose and do all the things that most people associate with the folly of youth-


there are more things i want to do, before i feel old and get comfortable with just going home after work, before i feel tired easily and jaded with having to take the rush hour train daily.


there's really much more to (working) life!

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