if i was negligent, if i was incompetent, sure, by all means, suspend me, file me, blacklist me, expel me.

but when the cause was external; when the noise was caused by some other people, when nobody called me to complain about it [how would i know? besides from master's email or from a call from hall office], when i did all i could and all i would in the best of my ability to do so,

i am the one to blame?

hello, if you're unhappy with the noise in c4, and if you actually DO stay in c4 yourself and you're so cowardly as to go up right to your floor mates to complain and have to resort to complaining to the hall office the next morning and [potentially] get me suspended [again] and asking what the night watch assistant is doing [WELL HELLO FOR YOUR INFO, the night watch assistant is not all-mighty and omnipresent and all-seeing. do you expect me to be everywhere at everytime to know every single noise that every single person is making? i stay in B3, not C4 fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!! do you think i have the incredible hearing of a dog?!?!], why not drop me a phone call, choose to remain anonymous and have me go up and give them a piece of my mind? instead of telling hall office one day later and making me get the end of all this shit when i didn't even cause all this in the first place?!?

seriously, do i have to stay in c4 or something? there's a nightwatch assistant staying there and he isn't even doing anything about the noise [when there is]! and so what if it's not your duty? you just shut up and ignore everything is it?

and if i am so 'unlucky' as mr mok puts it, on the 2 occasions we have [unfortunately] had to converse over the phone, with me on the verge of tears and feeling the brunt of frustration during the second time [mind you i was in perk point, and the only reason i didn't burst out in tears was because there was this weird guy sitting on a chair near me and i didn't want him to see] then really am i just to accept it??!!!!!!!!!!?????????

now mr mok wants me to be patroling two times a night and at 4am. very nice. if you check the log book, nobody patrols at that time [the latest is 3] and i don't see why i should [or maybe it's me and thursday nights/friday mornings and c4? bad blood from my past life].

so be it,

fuck it, fuck life,

and fuck nightwatch.

i quit.

get it?

i quit,

not i get suspended.