god, mother mary, jesus, allah, buddha, shiva, 大伯公，土地公，观音，关公，阎罗王,

弥勒佛 and/or whatever gods i have accidentally missed out in my frolly [in no particular order]

whatever/whoever great power that reigns above us helpless/vulnerable/useless civilians,

i know i should be thankful im in weijie and aiting's dance,

but please 保佑我 so i can get into rasul and nicole's dance as well,

so i can be in at least 1 dance that's the same as melody tham ying xuan.

yes i know it is a good opportunity/sign for me to get to know new people

but for my final year in hall and DP i would really like to sink in

back into my comfort zone, and get to know those,

who i didn't get to know well enough, better.

i know i never went to church/temple/mosque much,

never offered flowers/offerings, incense much,

have been agnostic for most of my life

[and will remain largely so, sadly]

but i ask that in urgent times,

you will 大发慈悲

and grant this useless, small, insignificant human being,

this minute, tiny, insignificant wish.

amen/阿密陀佛/whatever.