dressing is a really difficult thing i realised.

if you dress too nicely, people wonder if there's a problem with you

if you dress too sloppily, people wonder if there's a hygiene issue with you

of course you can say just ignore what people say and wear what dress as you like

[but how can you live in this world without other people's existence having an impact on you? yeah, unless you're not a human being/]

most of the time i'm just trying to blend into nothingness.

it's a enigma, really.