damn it! why am i so sleepy? one more hour to hall breakfast.

zzzzz.

everyone's falling sick.

qianlyn, wayne, joon kit, the raggers....

qianlyn can't even talk properly without her voice cracking

wayne can't even talk cock with us in the foyer for long without feeling woozy

and joon kit couldn't even answer me 'a long lan jiao' when i said 'xi mi lan jiao' to him in the jcrc room, to try to wake him up [it's his new favourite phrase after i explained the meaning of the hokkien term to him...]

hopefully everything will turn out okay,

especially on rag day!

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lately

i think must have been asked 65321345678987543212345 times why

there are 456789765432345678765 reasons why

but i don't think i could ever tell anyone the real reason.

hopefully it works.

so far it's been going well.

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and oke is back!

it's an unspeakable feeling,

except that sometimes i really feel [i don't know why]

despite the fact that sometimes the way he eats grosses me out [which may be a good thing, haha!], and that i dont know what to do when he starts going into the 'off' mode and emo-ing and not wanting to having human contact at all , even though he always says he is unreliable and that nobody should trust him or expect anything from him, i am able to tell him things, rather frankly [i seldom, if ever, tell anyone] and trust him, very much.

and even though he's so young,

he gives unexpectably great advice [and encouragement]

and [unlike what he claims], is an unbelieveably dependable and trustworthy person.

and since nono already came back,

we'll be having fun at the dojo again. hoho.

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i am super lagging, but i just found out two of my friends got together, and i'm feeling somewhat smug about it.

it's because from the beginning i always felt that the guy was interested in the girl and the girl was giving off the 'i-am-available' vibes to the guy but we were all group mates and hanging out was always about the project and some good clean fun. ha.

and then the guy got a girlfriend [from goodnessknowswhereelse] and then he graduated and then the girl graduated and then i dont know what happened he broke up with his girlfriend and then we had a group outing to eat dinner together [funky okinawan cuisine] and then

AHA.

somehow between that time and now

[when i have been enjoying my holidays and been preoccupied with hall happenings and deciding whether to change my hall meal plan and also wanting to buy more cameras]

they got together.

somehow,

even though it's damn lagging of me to JUST ONLY find out, [HA!]

i still get to smirk and say,

I KNEW IT!

I'M SO SMART, HAHA.[okay this line is not needed but i thought of this anyway]

[this adds one more to my already 123457898765432345676543212345 premonitions/forecasts about couples/thefuture/randomhappenings, that somehow makes me happy]

somehow it just makes you happy,

when things turn out like expected, don't they?

at least for me it does.

i guess people take comfort in knowing that they know what to expect.

i'm quite smart eh, i think.

i love it when i can predict couples.