i wanted to write something about how wonderful things are here,
and how exciting and smashing things have been for this week,
how breathtaking the view from the top of the mountain was,
how wonderful and caring putra's family have been to us,
how delicious and zai the food and chili is in solo and jogja,
how at peace yet unsettled i feel sitting over here,
how i will miss these small happy moments;

sitting around in a circle eating from a banana leaf,
playing share market and risk in the middle of the night,
watching so man yan get all excited at the prospect of cheap shopping,
trying to take impromptu shots of steven while he tries to hide from the camera
lying next to qianlyn in the middle of the night, giggling and pouring our hearts out,
watching jin and yewhungseng making lame jokes and being supportive of each other,

but i guess even 100000000 photo graphs and a 10000 word essay wouldn't be able to substitute these feelings and memories.


and many things
many many things

but i am also feeling a little tired.

it's a very good feeling.
alright.

got to go.
will be home, soon.