out of the blue again.

like a bolt of lightning that struck me squarely on the head like i was some willowy tree in the middle of an empty abandoned lot that nobody cared about.

sigh.

peace and quiet,

is it too much to ask for?

i have to get used to this feeling.

practice, practice. like how i learnt to tie my laces, to swim [cant really], to ride bikes [can't really], to do men cuts [not perfectly, sadly] and also to pirouette [not perfectly either :(]

practice and it will become muscle memory.

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i hate it, i hate it, 

i hate it, i hate it, i hate it 

she sings,

'Its a shame, its a shame, its a perfect shame. Creep under my door, and we do it again, oh.

Its so easy and easy and easy and easy And creepy and creepy and creepy, oh Again, again, again, again.

Say my name, say my name, say my stupid name? Its stupid how we always seem to do it again, oh.

Youre so stupid and perfect and stupid and perfect. I hate you, I want you, I hate you, I hate you, oh. Again, again, again, again.

La, La, La

Again, again, again, again. Do it Again Do it Again

Again and again.

the emo button just switched on.

it's back to the other side of the curve.