like the protractor i didn't bring to my PSLE exam; 

the eraser i forgot for my MCQ shading sheet;

the water bottle i left underneath the desk;

the roll of film in my camera i didn't finish;

the pile of clothes i didn't put in the wash;

the friend i made but lost contact with;

the sketch i drew but threw away;

the button that fell off my blouse;

the answer i changed last minute;

the letter i wrote but didn't give;

i promised myself it would be the last time.

silly,

naive,

foolish,

really stupid,

out-of-my-freaking-mind.

okay no more.

i pressed the button.

really the very last time.

goodbye!

if i repeat it many times,

it will eventually become true,

so,

behappybehappybehappybehappy

forgetforgetforgetforgetforgetforget

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala [this is so you, ash! =) i miss you man]

it will work.

i think.

it will.