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i hate it i hate it

you are a coward.

you catch me in my worst times, at my most unglam moments, when i'm caught off-guard, when i'm not paying attention, when i want to bang my head against the cupboard, when i want to run away, when i pretend everything's fine and good, when i don't give a damn, when i feel like shit, when i'm stressed like hell, when tears are streaming down my face, when i want to pull my hair out, when i want to cut my wrists, when i want to burn eyes, when i want to gorge myself, when i want to puke all these disgusting things out, when i dont feel like it when i know today is not the day when i know its not the right time when i know

i cannot be the right me

when i cannot be warm sunshine and smiles and flowers and hearts and girly giggles

and then you throw a bomb into my lap

and tell me to defuse it

how can you do/say such irresponsible things?

and then just walk away, turn around,

what do you expect me to reply?

if there's a model answer,

why not tell me, so i

can just say it.

but so am i.

a coward.

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who knew we had so much in common? :(

a rock hit my foot today and i must pretend nothing happened.