i know i'm definitely not the best,

but sometimes do you get that feeling?
that you're trying way hard and you've got the groove already,
but still you're corrected for something,
when you look around and everyone is making blunders all over?
that it's biasness and there's this leniency for some people;

and it's probably nothing much,
since you just correct the mistake and move on,
and try to ignore the mistakes others make,



but a small part of me just can't seem to let it go.

sometimes i think i try too hard.
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i have this nagging urge to do something to the protein on my head.
i'm just kind of sick of the way it makes me look...

nows not a good time to experience.
i dont really like the idea of a 'memorable' haircut for CNY.
plus the hairdressers are charging exorbitant prices for the same ol' thing.



oh why not.

i might just do away with everything again.
but that'll be in july.

still have time to decide.

i kind of like the feeling of the rain on my skinhead.