eating is terribly therapeutic.
suddenly i find munching just so assuring. every bite, every morsel,
whatever i eat, it doesn't matter. the taste isn't really getting into my tongue;
the food isn't really getting into my stomach.




i just need something to be there.

suddenly everything is coming. elections, exams, rag, holidays, expectations, obligations, responsibilities;　いろいろな物突然来た。

でも、楽しく無かったです。
今、そう思った。