thanks to shazzy wazzy, i know where beautiful-shoes are from! which means, im going to spend more money. but it makes me deliriously happy. but wait till i try them out, which will be on saturday, if i do get to.

my ugly big feet inside the white dainty satin shoes.
maybe it'll beautify my feet.
or maybe my feet will ugly-fy the shoes.

whatever the case, i will decide then and there, whether or not, it is worth the price.

today sensei said,
aspire to beat your sensei, your seniors. that will give them motivation to train harder and not to be beaten by you. and that will give you motivation to train and a goal.

i've been thinking about beating him for really long,
and sometimes i think to myself,
when will that happen?




i must become strong.