its exams, so theres no excuse for me to write one of my usual long mundane posts.
sometimes everything around seems so unbearable i question the need for my continued existence, this nauseating plethora of existence, in this mercurial world.
never mind if

''Everything that exists is born for no reason, carries on living through weakness, and dies by accident.'


nevermind if my senses deceive me, nevermind if its not really steak im eating, the smell of green tea from my cup, or your hand that im holding

if anything, at least theres music.
even if its not real,
at least it feels good.

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picks of the day:

yes, as teeny-boober-idol-cute,
this song seems to appeal to me.
3 years preparing for an album doesnt come easy.

言承旭 : 一公尺

作詞：伍家輝　作曲：陳海維

餐桌兩邊 黑咖啡冒著煙
曲折翻騰的弧線 模糊了雙眼
妳習慣沒變 手指頭敲打著玻璃杯
一整夜 不曾看我一眼

那條項鍊 軟弱攤在眼前
親手繫上的思念 被妳放了線
空蕩的胸前 是他準備要接手的世界
專程來告別 連再見都心不在焉

妳在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命揮還是往下墜
眼神那麼絕 凍結一切不讓我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界
一輩子回不了的原點
我這才發現 妳離我有多麼遠
(我只有成全 讓你離開我身邊)

餐桌兩邊 沒交集的情節
看著妳度日如年 等我說再見
你神情沒變 把距離擴大的好遙遠
一公尺 就好像一萬個光年

there's no reason not to like.
if any, this has got to be the best love song i've heard since i've started appreciating these things.
sometimes, well, most of the time actually, lyrics don't matter,
as long as you've got a great singer, and a wonderful tune that won't go away.

toshinobu kubokata
la la la love song

Maware maware merry-go-round
Mou keshite tomaranai you ni
Ugokidashita melody
LA LA LA LA LA LOVE SONG

Wanna Make Love
Wanna Make Love Song, Hey Baby...

Dosha buri no gogo o matte Machi ni tabidasou
Kokoro ni furu ame ni Kasa o kureta kimi to
"Mappira!" to yokomoite Honne wa urahara
Demo sono mama de ii Otogaisuma dakara
Meguriaeta kiseki ga
You make me feel brand new
Namida no iro o kaeta
And I wanna love that's brand new

*Iki ga tomarukurai no Amai kuchizuke o shiyou yo
Hito koto mo iranai sa Tobikiri no ima o
Yuuki o kureta kimi ni Tereteru baai ja nai kara
Kotoba yori mo honki na LA LA... LOVE SONG
Wanna Make Love
Wanna Make Love Song, Hey Baby...

Shiranuma ni otoshiteta Chiisa na kakera o
Sukimanaku dakiyose Hade tashikameau
Uchuu no mienai yoru
You are my shinin' star
Kamawanai kimi ga mieru
And I wanna be your shinin' star

Maware maware merry-go-round
Mou keshite tomaranai you ni
Ugokidashita melody LA LA... LOVE SONG
Tomedonaku tanoshikute Yarusenai hodo setsunakute
Sonna asa ni umareru Boku nari no LOVE SONG

Tameiki no mae ni Koko ni oide yo

Before you heave a sigh Come over here

*repeat

LA LA LA...
Wanna Make Love
Wanna Make Love Song, Hey Baby...


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looking for
ken hirai: bye my melody
m-flo: dopamine