the appeal of younger men.


ok, so maybe the sources are right.
older women like younger men, because they are more naive, more spontaneous, have better sex drive and performance in bed, are great lovers, tend to be more compromising, and usually surprise them with wonderful thoughtful[but not neccessarily extravagant] gifts every now and then.

i was tutoring my pri kid when i couldnt resist the thought that kept creeping into my mind

oh my god, he is so cute
oh my god, he will be so yummy when he grows up
oh my god....*looks in awe*

....
oh my god, hes 12 years my junior
.....T_T....
when im 29 he ll only be 17. this is ridiculous.


anyway, drifting away from the topic of younger men, in my usual irrelevance-and-incoherence-is-my-thought-process-but-i-insist-irrelevance-and-incoherence-dont-qualify-as-thought-processes-and-are-merely-the-lack-of-thought-processes-style

i seem to be doing things to get myself embarrassed a lot lately.
like for example, i was carrying the groceries and walking home in step with my dad, when i had this sudden urge to give my dad a manly-slap-on-the-back [the source being a sudden swell of penis envy, i swear. freud, you have done us well.] then of course, thinking no one was looking, i just went ahead with it

and he was like: !.... hmm. ?

and i was like: .... *just want to give a man to man thing despite not being female*

at this point of time i felt a presence lurking behind me [honestly before this i only believed such things oured in novels and drama serials] and i very coolly and tao-looking-ly turned my head around, groceries in tow, hung very cooly like a hooligan at my shoulder

there was this really shocked and meek looking guy wearing school uniform [maybe sajc?] behind me

me: *very tao and buay song face*

guy: !!!!!!!!!! *wants to xiam somewhere*




all i could do was walk really fast and xiam all the way to the other side of the bridge before i died of mortification.

ok, so i intimidate people. i know that, but it doesnt need to be proven, ok?

sigh.