Thursday, 27 January 2005

Saturday, 22 January 2005

hyar hyar. gonna be freaking long entry today cos im freaking happy and i noe i sound weird cos i never say freaking till lately i miss first three months so much im actually adopting hengs pet phrase, aka, freaking-sth

today started off with me not sure whether i shuld go stick myself and extra among the juniors cos i really wanted to go eat steamboat wif them yesterday but end up nvr :( hahah and i mustered up enuf courage to ask my stern looking mom who was like, giving me the i-knew-it face and the you-better-know-what-youre-doing-and-mug-later face. hahah thats besides the point.

and answer those pple first. actually i wore jeans to sentosa cos im not comfortable in berms and i dun have a pair of proper berms that i can wear out :( no board shorts either. i dun want to let pple see my fats wobble when i run =_= yucks. anyway changed into lazy pants after that aka 7 bucks shorts so it was so comfy *sighs in great pleasure

getting off point. man this will be really long =_=
decided to get sth for my quite-nice-not-so-nice juniors so met up with hui hui at bishan mrt to buy sth. stood there waiting then got so many pple look at me i was freaked out. i noe i dress not really like a girl but wearing baggy shirt and a guy-ish choker and a hug co0l guy-sih billabong bag (which i took two weeks allowance to buy T_T) makes me look like a butch argh? if not why they look at me? weird. anyway bing hong and jon say i look punk-ish. cool.

we strolled arnd ntuc wanted get cake or ice cream but weird to eat b4 excercise so we got fruit juice instead haha. :) it was a rather short ride to harbourfront then jolene and diana were there already hahaha. two really nice st nicks girls. hahah diana is sooo lame hahah and jolene is so nice and i really like her wavy hair :_ hahah touch rug lei so zai
then some pple came and we stoned arnd and stuff and played with candaces volleyball lol. then the station master came and told bing hong, boy ah, please dun play the balll in the station or else we ll have to confiscate it. LOL there was even an announcement saying 'all ball games are not allowed in the station' lol.

=_= whatever. hahah. starting really felt weird, like sore thumb liddat, but the class was really welcomg la. :) like so freaking nice. haha quote heng again. lol. first part stoned and took care of guys belongings while they splashed arnd in the water. b4 dat was a futile attempt at captains ball barefooted in the hot scorching sand. lol. sat arnd and stoned wif wei na jolene and zhi hui and kang wei. and kang wei turned out to be really crappy and lame hahah. :) i was doing my ITS LIKE, YOU RE GOOD LOH, thing again. my fav catchphrase. hahah wait- that was ants old catchphrase T_T

im so unoriginal. but i always look for old stuff and bring it to newer better heights. hahah :) quote bing hong on the greater heights part. *evil smile

back to what happened. then went into the water for a while then stoned on the sand wif diana hui hui bing hong while some of the others and later, me, tired to bury pius. LOL we even took a pic la. would be even better if he maintained the positioning of his middle fingers in the f*** you position so that they stuck out while bottom half was covered in sand. haha.

btw, pius is bloody lazy. played cards and he was so lazy to take or put cards the whole time i had to help him take/put just because we were sharing alexs ipod. omg ipod ipod :( oh well. and he lagged the whole time we were playing heart attack. hahhaha jia yi was so freaky, like michelle liddat win le scream like xiao =_= but her character veru cute la lol

XD shit i am falling in love wif them liao. hahah and irritating jia yi and wan jo kept taking my good cards i was like sai kang so many times =_= grrr. but pius has rather good taste in music. except for beyonces you make me lose my breath aka baby boy which i really disliked, all the other songs he chose were quite good. hahah and he likes some song called forever and sth by shania twain. :)
and he listens to franz ferdinand!!!! OMG they re freaking good anyone have their album lemme rip

shoot. skipped quite a bit. stupid bing hong said if we walked to 7-11 wif him he d treat us but end up dun haf =_= kaoz. whatever la. hahhaha i also dun really like pple to treat me, esp guys. like what heng told me last time, no point in treating any girl unless shes ur gf. point taken.*nod.

turns out siyu aka rv guy and hong jie aka cat high guy do NOT hate me. YAY i was thinking too much ahahah siyu just has a naturally creepy stare and hong jie just doesnt talk much unless he starts to open up a bit and i realise they re both nice *smiles

i still think weina is pretty lei. esp since i noe her a bit better, i like her character. but diff pretty, as in... a diff sort of pretty from trineta. now i noe trineta i dun think she as pretty as when i first noe her hahah cos maybe her character la. very girlish i mean its good but personally i cannot really erm like understand or get close to any really girly peeps so i guess thats why and yay hong jie agrees that knowing someone will affect ur judgement of whether she/he is handsome/pretty, unlike bing hong and jon =_= and hong jie agreed so solemnly lol it was quite funny.

digress a little. got to know a lot of pple better thru this outing. didnt get much done in actual terms but i feel a lot closer to small s13 :) they re really a nice bunch.
walking back from sentosa to harbourfront was short but we walked slowly so end up reach very late.
walked and talked a lot to waterpolo and zhi hui on the way :) water polo turns out to be real nice too hahaha very funny and zhi hui is one of the nicest pple i have ever met T_T ahhhh so nice

i miss you qiu han :'( wish u were in nj. if only... oh well. we can always talk on the phone XD and u stay in bishan too so technically we re neighbours XP but we stay on the opposite sides :(

hahah sry digressed but zhi hui is so nice like qiu han
shared the ipod wif jasmine for a while. she has good taste in indie musik. haaaa :) her character very boyish hahah a bit like me. i dress like a punk? isnt that what jon and bing hong say
lol. im not attached doesnt mean i cant dress properly like a girl and act like one :)

i ll get married and have children for sure if possible. hahah an alien tot to bing hong. :)
i m sure i look as pretty as any other girl if i try to dress up and make the effort to wear girlish stuff.
i just like my style. *grins.

and oh jon and bing hong dared me to pierce my ears this coming monday after school cos i dun haf ear hole den jon dun understand why when he ask and i reply say waste money so they think im scared of the pain =_= i ve donated blood 3 times b4, u think im scared of this? LOL
whatever. they say as long as i dare, they will pay, so HYAR HYAR free earings and earwholes.
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Thursday, 20 January 2005

Im typing here in fear that the internet browser I typed my entry in will become ide in a little while cos my sis is on the phone and this bloody comp works on the phone line

A phone line broadband? What a waste.

Supposed to be mugging but ended up went to cut hair and play cluedo and slack arnd instead. Grrr since sis bought it in dec last year we ve been playing it like its part and parcel of our lives and boy its bloody boring now the marginal utility has dropped by SO much, (ps, of course, ceteris paribus XD)
*wonders of any juniors reading this will scowl at the mention of any economics terms*

My hair looks the same =_= I guess cut a little is safe la, at least not disfigured. Not like last time. Baaaaaa. I still cant decide to keep long hair or tie up so tag my tag board and make a vote HAH
*pauses for effect*

Jon and bing hong said I have really weird taste of shuai and chio. Oh well. I guess I get impressed by pretty girls very easily but not the same for guys cos if the guy is too good looking I wouldnt want to associate myself with him cos 1, hes probably a jerk, 2 hes probably very full of himself 3, I seldom see good looking guys
Oh yeah and once I drooled for dunno how long at a poster at this bus stop near cedar man that guy was really really really damn shuai. A poster for fcuk. I hope I can find it online, cos I bet its no longer at the bus stop and even if it is theres nothing I can do about it I cant steal the bloody thing its kept under a plastic case which is locked up. DAMN.

Discussing chio and shuai or not brought back memories of waking up super early in the mornings at this time last year so I could sit at the podium stairs there with hui hui kim and heng and xiao mi and guai lan XD man, it was fun. And I was always having a heated argument with heng over whether that SCGS girl aka muscle woman was HOT or NOT. =_= obviously xiao mi and heng found her hot, as heng put it, ‘hot as roti prata’

But den I was a wet blanket and pointed out that the pratas in njc are all precooked then reheated so not hot at all. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA

Ok. =_= grrr. Whats the opportunity cost of being thin skinned and not going out with my juniors? The estimated fun I could have while with them, getting better acquainted with them and talking cock and stuff. =_= im feeling bad already. Seems like that bing hong put in a lot of effort to organize the class outing then end up we pang sai them L

Oh well

Yeah and I feel like im suffering from mid life crisis. Suddenly im worried about my weight, my height, my face, my complexion, my tan, my cracvking lips
What happened to my once flawless complexion that I required no effort whatsoever to upkeep in the not so far past

Suddenly I feel a mix of feelings like sometimes I wake up in the morning and I really really like the smile I see when I look into the mirror and it seems to be that I look so bloody pretty and perfect and then the next day I wake up and worry about pimples and cracked lips which were there from a long time ago

Weird.

Anyway if u re a junior and u re reading this, tag la. J esp if u re bing hong. Irritating Isaac. To be fair, I shall rank seniors and juniors separately. Ck, since ur bday is coming, u r my fav senior, FOR NOW. And currently, since bing hong says he ll put me as his fav senior, I shall do the same honour back =_= FOR NOW.

Bleah

=_= i want to go out

Monday, 17 January 2005

waaaa i know im not supposed to be here shuld be mugging or dancing/running all that fat off but here i am babbling about the tiger cup

-_- it was thoroughly enjoyable

but i sorely missed ahlam :(
oh well, at least there were other players, who i grew to like so much that i gave pet names to
such as

subramani aka hardy cos hes taken so many knocks but never has falled or cracked
they should seriously consider him as their spokesperson for calcium supplements
and his wife said she was angry that other players always liked to kick her husband

itimi dickson, aka speedy
cos hes always so freaking fast and good at false moves to cheat the opponent so that he can keep possesion of the ball
its always a pleasure to watch him do those ball tricks

goh tat chuan, aka tc goh, aka steady
cos this mid fielder is one of the unsung heros of this tournament
despite his outwardly beng-like looks his nice character has gotten the better of me :) tc rocks

theres our mvp, lionel lewis, aka handy
cos his hands have become one of the most reassuring pairs throughout this entire tournament and his freaking 1.88 m frame as he couches like a sumo wrestler to prepare to kick the ball

lastly, :) *all smiles*

drum roll please,

i seriously think im getting a late onset of puberty,

BUTTTT

theres

BAIHAKKI KHAIZHAN T_T
my eye candy *drools*
hyar hyar. this defender's 1.89 m frame and long long limbs and legs and shy character has gotten the BEST of me :) hes MINE hahahhahaha
did i mention hes only 20? im 18 this year, so i HAVE a chance

oh well. so much for dreaming. now, where was i? electric field, or endurance excercises?

speedy steady handy hardy and eye candy = wenlins dream team

Sunday, 16 January 2005

a back date, dedicated to my best frens of my beloved 1st three months in njc.
me, last year, this time.

hahaha decided to write more about 04s13 my class in national junior college
>>>first part *one*
my go0d frens[part one]*

*youzhi rella*

this really tall guy...face turns red easily really likes to play bball but good at posing only...nber succeed at shooting one...haz...Kk i intially din even noe hu the heck he was...den i found out dat he was ng yu zhi cos he me and yichao played this game of mafia and we WON!but i died so dat they could win....sacrifice...zhuangliexisheng...anyway he is one really nice guy so all you girls out dere if you re interested can go get him...hes stil unattached...and also hes the first and best guy fren i ve ever made.... ps did i also mention dat he oscillated the pendulumn in this pjys experiment when we re supposed 2 oscillate a triangular card and hes bitterly teased and tortured ever since?...:D anyway it was really nice of him to stone wif me at the rj mac cos i din wan 2 go in but everyone else did...so we stoned dere and ate stuff and played battleshipgame...


*Michelley*

hahahaz...wad can i say?:D no words can express the joy i felt when michelley walked in2 my life....it was like first day and like i was real nervpusbut i probably lo0ked darn tao ...but dere mich was, @ the other side of the row, smiling at me....so darn enthu about choir and stuff..and boy ish she a nice girl....she rox...she s so enthua nd cheerful nothin can stop her...michelley! you rox..ps guys!shes also single....:D


*Ah Heng*

wad can i say?some stupied ogl brought me to sit in the wrong clan on day one and i cheered for delphi...ah heng did the same...dem me eugene weiming and PLUE stoned around while some helpful ogl brought us to our class...well if you re looking for someone hu looks more tao den me, den *BING!* you ve got it...ah heng is wat you need.. hes tall but shorter den you zhi( hello anyone is shorterden you zhi...tht 182 cm giant..)and has this astro turf like thingy for hair...and also a super duper buay song face and mafia face and a strong rafflesian spirit and super duper huge alter ego dat as well as a great sense of humour and really good imitation of mr ducro and horas(pronounced as "har-rashhhhhhhh") he also likes to ask you zhi to go 2 the toilet wif him when he wants to shit... did i mention he is my chem benchmate and dance partner(we both got sabohed to go onstage to dance...SoRry HuIhUi~!:p) hahah..anyway he is also xxyyzz wif huihui.....:D

*huihui*

she s this reallly sweet and nice looking girl...intially i got to noe her thru michelley...den like the first few days of orientation i kept asking her wad cca she wanted 2 join cos i was really nervous and i forgot her name and i was frantically trying to cover up ..i like asked her mayb 5 times a day?...and always she d smile and say she wanted to join tennis....well...did i mention that she laughs at almost any lame joke that i say?....okok not every joke....mostly lah....mmm this big mac im eating is real nice...oh anyway...huh...wad else harh?...huihui has this real strong love for her old cca, MITS , which is some comp and tech stuff which i am clueless about...but her micromouse looks cool...

*yeFaN*

this really cheena and chio looking retty girl...i tot she was real not very frenly @ first cos she always hung out wif ning ru only...but later i found out that she really beri funa dn frenly....FANNNNNNNnnnnnnn~~~~:D watashi daisuki fanfan desu...please forgive me for my broken jap...:D she s a fellow jap musik fan but she s more rock...we both like winds... shes reall tall and comes from dance club... intially i culdnt remember her name till she told me 2 remember a fan chuan boat made from leaves Ye zi....den i never 4 got after dat...

last year this time i was writing all this about people like you guys :) wonder who can i write about now?
looking at those youngsters now, i realy miss the old times. can i go back? just for a while
and imagine things are still the way they were
of course they re not now, but just let me linger for a while
cos love is for real :)

Thursday, 13 January 2005

old cows cant eat young grass can they?
but then again, young grass doesnt look that green and juicy
as they always say

the grass is greener on the other side

oh BAH. changing to wireless soon. i think my dad purposely blocked blogger so i cant blog in the future. *thumbs up* good move dad. XD



now, where to change that internet option?......


Monday, 10 January 2005

feeling rather weird cos today i ended at twelve sth instead of two sth cos miss teo didnt come
good of course, but weird. and here i am at home, typing out the name of shortlisted choir peeps for the second round of auditions tmr. hyar hyar.

later must go back school. -_- not a nice thought since i am already nicely tucked up in my comfy computer chair so much that my butt has fallen head over heels in love with the seat
okay lame

im pretty sure that most of my seniors didnt hate me or dislike me
so i hope its the same for my junior class

i mean, its fine with the girls and alex and brady and aaron lookalike but some of the guys are like really tao and seem really mean. and im not talking about pius or jon, unlike fan. fan is SOOO convinced that jonathan hates her guts now cos she tried to pull a lame joke off him trying to suan him b4 they even know each other properly
on the other hand, im convinced that that rv guy, fans junior, and that cat high guy who seems to be the ringleader in the class, hate MY guts. cos the cat high guy has no qualms about saying hello to rx but he taos me directly by instinct

oh well cant get the best of both worlds. aha.
at least got some cute juniors who dun hate my guts. even pius and jon seem really nice after they warm up and stuff. of course bing hong aka isaac no need to say, he is mouth so much saliva enuf to drown pple and alex is just well... nice la.

i hope i manage to successfully threaten one of them at least, to go for the auditions later. T_T of not that will be so sad, no choir peeps in 05s13 :( boooo

la la la. i wonder if they have blogs. got den must go kachiao them.

and if u re my senior and u think im infatuated with my new juniors and has blatantly forgotten your existence, be relieved to know that i have not.

seniors, you still rock.
its just that, now the juniors rock too.

Ps i hope i dun get satbbed from the back by that rv and cat high guy. their extremely lethal and tao stares are totally freaking me out...

*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]

Friday, 7 January 2005

now i see my shuai juniors and chio juniors. and i am proud of them.
05s13, you rock!

*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]
Xian. Cant believe that I am actually typing this entry in a word docu in case my comp likes to shut down on its own accord without any prior notice -_-

Man. It was fun today. Freaking fun. As in the heng FREAK YOUU!!!! Type of fun
Freaking fun.

At first I was moaning at the thought of the weekend approaching. No I like weekends but oh dear that means homework and bloody tests to prepare for next week. Damn. That phys superposition and oscillations and waves tut I totally havent started studying yet -_-

I was REALLY REALLY looking forward to wearing my dear cedar u again. Hahaha I even purposely put drawstring on my big big size 40 shirt so I dun have to tuck in :) tee hee and of course my beloved cedar tie! La la la. Lent fanny a set cos she din want to wear her rv uniform T_T

Damn glad I went to cedar. Cant imagine anywhere else where I would fit in so well. Cedar = me. :D weeeee. You zhi says I might as well permanently wear cedar u. I look better in it? Hmmm maybe I go buy a big nj shirt size 40 or what den can wear drawstring also hyar hyar hyar but my shoulder size is actually 36. unbelievable.

Starting it was really exciting, wearing cedar u and all. Hyar hyar. T_T
Den when the juniors came in we played some crap version of bingo and some speed dating crap which I was like o_0 but took part in enthuly anyway

Den of course we had the boring phys lect which I didnt understand much -_- die le. Den it was the culture mapping thing. Hahah. Din talk much to the juniors cos we kept sticking in our cliques lei. Budden this sji guy who looked damn like Isaac started talking to some of us. Boy, can he talk. Fanny says she likes the way he always has a smile of his face. I say, yeah, even if it’s a smarmy smile? Ha ha. He is really witty and good at words la. Lol fanny and me and joyce had a great time sparring J and all the you guess correctly den treat you a drink stuff. Lol. His name is bing hong!!! I rmbr. Hahah. Not shuai, but character very shuai *big thumbs up*

Ate at bt food centre and sat across alex and bing hong lol. The two class reps haha. It was damn weird cos bing hong kept saying stuff den alex kept laughing and stuff. -_- like really they make a good hero and sidekick. Alex is so similar to yi tuan in terms of character. Haha I see a potential baritone J hyar hyar *evil smile* I already threatened him into going for the choir audition. He better turn up or else -_- haha bing hong tooo

Den shopping was kind of weird la. We felt out so we left to get a cake for them!!! It’s a lovely choc cake . hahaha hmm there goes our class fund. But they are lovely juniors so its worth it la. Rui xia would know what I mean

I think maybe its because I was wif rui xia. At first felt so odd and out of place with all the juniors staring and stuff. But rx was like determined to have a good time, so she dragged me along! Thanks rx!!! XD den choir pple yi tuan and serenie and ash and bingsy also played a part. It was fun trying to rmbr our batch de mass dance hahah. Damn. My memory is freaking bad :( must go revise? Haha. Forgot the comm. Dance also. Maybe I ll come up with a new one. More funky and hip hop, less pop this time. Hyar hyar

Everything went so much better from then onwards. Even though there were moments when I felt left out, but almost immediately I was rmbred lol :P tee hee tanks to choir peeps and all the ogls and juniors for giving us such a good time

Dance party really really warms pple up. And bbq also. Lol. Even the two acs guys who looked buay song at the beginning started lightening up and when rx and me left the acs guy actually say bye in a nice tone. Not bad . J what was his name? hmmm not pius. Pius is ex bass aka yi tuans junior. Must threaten him to join choir. The other one called what har

Ohhh ohh jonathan! Always see him arnd in school. Looks like scholar. J but he turned out to be an awful nice bloke. All s13 guys are nice. And all the girls are nice too
:) even pius also, his chao bin face gone le replaced with a smile when he was dancing wif his classmates

La la la. Reminds me of heng. His initial chao bin face become happy face when tok cocking with you zhi

I want to go back
Can you bring me back to this very day? Just one year ago
Let me relive the moment again
To have just left cedar
To have just embraced nj
To have just gotten to know you
To feel that I want to know you even better
To feel that
04s13 totally rocks my world

If u re from 05s13 and u re reading this too, I want to tell you that
You rock my world too.

Ps I just hope dat if u see me arnd in school and rmbr me please dun tao me haha.



*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]

Thursday, 6 January 2005

shuai so what. attitude like sai.

impossible is nothing. im starting to believe.

*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]

Wednesday, 5 January 2005

i still dun see my shuai juniors T_T

*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]

Monday, 3 January 2005

where are my shuai juniors?

*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]
mad outburst!!!
singapore won 4-2 !!!!YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
XD wohooo

but it was ridiculous man
three mynmar peeps got sent off the field, red card
eight players left -_- den our dear ahlam scored twice

XD
wohoooo
AHLAM AHLAM AHLAM AHLAM AHLAM AHLAM AHLAM AHLAM
pity i didnt get ti watch the action

-_-

tiong watched live -_- damn co0l man. hahaha.
im still figuring out that dance that shinhwa did. how does that guy manage to dance to suavely while the other guy dances it with half of the previous guy's suaveness?/

crap. im human ok. its normal i get upset. quit being so nice to me, i ll get guilty for being jealous/angry at you

QUIT IT
QUIT IT
QUIT IT

this marks the end. if u re still nice, im not gonna be nice back even though you re nice to me
i hope u re not faking cos u re so nice its damn fake dammit
-_- i cant take it liao
T_T

i hate you i hate you i hate you why do you have to be so damn nice quit it quit it quit it

i cant stand it anymore.

*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]

Sunday, 2 January 2005

This is probably going to be my last post for dunno how long...
cos school is reopening tmr and i will officialy become j2. j2=mug.
that really sucks.

mad tanks to sukii, this canadian girl from the 7th grade [only 15T_T and better at computers and internet stuff than me... hmm anyone is better than me, on second tot]
she has this really co0l webbie which has all these korean song dls.. co0l man. i just dled taebin and fly to the sky and rain's albums :)

if only there was jap stuff too. the website is http://nocturnalfiles.cjb.net/
really rocks :) hahahs.
im wishing i could dl the mv version of tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp also... but cant find la. so just have to go rains website to watch.
he looks really desperate when hes running
desperate but handsome. i rarely ever say a guy is handsome, but the way rain runs in the mv is very very, very suave. nice. *thumbs up* im sure every girl wishes that her boyfriend could run like that

hmmm
apparently rain wrote the song in memory of his ex girlfriend. ~T_T~ which is kind of sad because that probably means he isnt over her
but its an awful nice song and tanks again to nocturnal for the album and jia yong for the song

enuf of korean stuff which most of u dont listen to or know

i was vacuuming again today. futile attempt to burn some of the fats that i have gained during this festive season.-_- alas. at least it did make the floor more squeaky clean, to my delight.
then i changed water for eddie.
stupid eddie still jumping around despite me helping him/it change water so many times le.
silly goldfish shits a lot. damn a lot.
the whole water pump was like a murky brown colour. went to wash the tank and the pump

eddie looked kind of happy swimming arnd in the small bucket i use to contain him temporarily

carried the bloody tank filled up 3/4 with water and fish shit to the sink and tried to pour it out
to my horror some water and fish shit poured out and landed on my shorts

i swear if i stay alone i will never keep goldfish

-_- went to bathe and now im clean and free of smelly fish shit water
i wonder if most of you are puking by now. hahaha hope u arent eating or have eaten already
or else sure no appetite to eat

tmr i will be wearing grey socks and grey sports shoes with a grey backpack and a grey wallet
so sad i have yet to buy my grey scrunchie[if i keep long hair] /grey hairband[shorthair] and grey sport bottle
well. i m sure i will carry off the nj stoner image. fanny will be so jealous T_T her fav colour is grey haha who ask her buy a army green bottle hahah.

i should have gone to tj *imagines green nike shoes with green socks and green uniform and green bag*

hmm feeling a bit sad. no ogl = no orientation= no mass dance = no fun
:( i love mass dance XD haha. well. can always look forward to new juniors. wonder if got chio bu and shuai ge not. i ll be so proud if got very chio sops. :) hyar hyar *evil gleam*
of course shuai tenors and basses arent too bad either.

HEY! who said old cows cant eat new grass?

*its RAINing... running away from the sun.[tae yang eul pi ha neun bang buhp]