i wish i had 48 hours a day. then i would be able to do everything i want to do.

continue my relatively slack but well paying but many negative externalities job at batamview
start my job at fish and co. and work it up to a reasonable level of pay [it looks like good woking environment]
work at tcc [their staff welfare is good, i heard from qiu ping]
start my work attachment at the hospital

i cant believe it. after slamming my head against countless cold doors finally one opened and left a creek for me to take a peek inside
shit. but now im working at both batamview and fish and co,.
BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT THE WORK ATTACHMENT
but i have to meet the head of dept and get past that round first

...

...
how?
possibly i could quit batamview soon,
pick up fish and co and hold it along with the attachment.

thats the best i suppose.

sigh.
pay at fish and co, starting pay is quite miserable. and work attachments they only give you an allowance. [wait, will they even give me an allowance? come on... cannot like that]
there goes my $$$$$$


well, life is short
$$$$$$ can wait.