Its Sunday morning but its not raining so im feeling a bit annoyed. Woke up from some weird dream about a person falling ill and almost cooking a turtle to drink turtle soup. Must be that stupid article in the papers about that weird shaped turtle and that weird philosophy problem about a turtle and a Chinese man.


And now I guess I kind of know why I dislike science and maths. I like things with no definite answers, as of yet, at least. Then I get to argue and blabber as much as I like and the way I like as long as it fellows the line of common logic.


Lately there have been a whole lot of weird people on WLNY posting weird stuff. Like the usual people seem to be busy. No surprise. Oh well. Despite not knowing them well, I miss koichis weird posts, kenjis lame ones, and even ginas witty-gritty ones. All this despite not having seen them in real life even once.


These few days, during my free time, I have been pondering over a problem, thats well, not really a problem on its own anyway.
Exactly what does a person mean when you havent seen the person in ages and the person suddenly sends you some weird message out of the blue? Im getting kind of irritated because sometimes its like trying to decode some weird message but not matter how I think I just cant figure it out [blame it on my goey stupid glue like brain in a state of desuetude] alas. What does he mean?


You know, since young, I ve always thought that for someone in love, things are fairly simple. If you like someone, and someone likes you back, yay, its reciprocated love, and yay, you can be together with the person you like. Alas, I was young and innocent and also open to corrupt influence. I had not an ounce of the pragmatism that I ooze with today. There are things suchs as OBSTACLES, which stand in your way. There are also things called MOOD SWINGS and UNCERTAINTIES, like sometimes you cant stand the person because the person is so egocentric and sometimes you re not sure if you like the person as much as you think because its probably just hormones raging. Same goes for wondering if the person likes you as much as you think or as much as you think you like the person.


All this, I spend approximately 5 minutes thinking about, on the average of a day. Then my mind wanders off to think about things like red skies and blue grass and why the electron transitions can be absorbing light of a different frequency so I can see these wonderful colours. And also things like where I am going to get the money I plan to spend on buying Christmas presents for my four best friends, for ash, for joyce etc. as well as wailings birthday present [gulp. And all this is drawing incredibly near]
I was really disappointed when my mom told me the interest in the bank isnt even one per cent. Going by what I study, I should be a good economics student and withdraw the whole of my lifes savings and invest them in some reliable and trustworthy bonds but mom says there are none. Oh well. Or I can convert them to RMB and wait for the RMB to rise, which definitely will happen, just when.


True to my scope of study, I can be a speculator. But my inner auntie nags and says its better to keep that miniscule amount in the bank to accumulate and even more miniscule amount anyway. :( well.


I could potentially join caroling but I hate to think of having to sing that horrid 12 days alone by myself [the sop one part, since whenever we do it, there are likely to be 2 sop ones around, and usually im the one who remembers to sing at those ultra ulu but going by the score, correct parts] not praising myself, but just happened that for that damn song I memorized it like n times where n nearing infinity.


Casshern. I decided I like the movie so much I ll use it as an adjective to describe whatever I feel when I am unable to describe it using other words. And I watched akakage the other day on channel 56. I really really like asuka. The actress acting as asuka acts as luna in casshern. Damn, shes not even very pretty but she has this vulnerability yet this strength and determination about her that I really admire.


Akakage. Sounds like some weird Japanese dish. Haha. But it means red ninja. Oh man I want to be one. :( like asuka. Shes so cute! I mean, I ll never be c*** but I like her and she happens to be c***. Potentially I could be if I smile sweetly all the time and keep my mouth shut, but then, that never happens, and I like talking too much, so-


Im getting sad that they re not showing that acuvue commercial anymore. The guy inside is so cute! Serious. He looked so disappointed when the girl couldnt see him properly with her lousy lenses. Ahh, if it were me there wouldnt be a problem lah, I have perfect eyesight mah. If any of you know his name please tell me! haha. Its just a keepsake. It feels nice when someone asks me which guy actor or model do you like> and I can actually give a name instead of ‘that acuvue commercial guy’ .Sigh, some guys are so cute you just feel like catching them back to feed them like a pet. T_T same goes for eddie peng yu yan. Haha. Yummy yummy. Not my type, but hes so cute lah. XD and he d surely make a very pretty girl. Too bad. But hes so cute XD


Sigh. Okay, there. My normal post. A bit about life, a bit about my inner auntie, a bit about my inner girly girl, a bit about my normal self. Random rantings and such.
I guess its long enough already. But nevermind.


So as to not bore you, I shall stop here.
Yeah but if you want more crap I think I ll be restoring my active status on msn messenger after exams, which is when this post will appear.
Yeah. And so life goes.