dunno whats wrong today. went out with ck and hs for dinner but things didnt feel quite right. i guess i changed, he changed, and he changed as well.

when was the last time i went out with 2 guys. oh. sec 3. that was a really bad decision
it was okay today, but i felt bad because i kept looking away and stuff whilst they eagerly talked abt ns and choir etc. hs tried to talk to me quite a bit, but i dunno la

just didnt know what to say. stupid rambutan! hahaha. and your lousy stupid water cooker. mine rocks.
:) its just like the chemistry evaporated. sublimed. whatever. i dunno. or maybe im just less ditzy.

life is getting on my back.
i hope tmr i can be more zee xiao.
got weiling darell in the morning/afternoon and jia yong joyce at night
things should be fine. esp with jia yong [*wooorrrrbuuuuuuzhiiiiiidaaaaaaaaaaoooo, hahaha]

la dee dum. need to jio gf out soon or else she ll no longer be in spore le. tsk.
off to watch tv. now got BIG LONG NOW to watch. haha translate to chinese.
its damn long and draggy and boring. but im bored. whatever.