another unproductive day. but rather well spent. considering the fact that if i die right now i wont have that many regrets..

did the same thing as i did yesterday same thing in the morning.. things were ok i guess but i got really tired of my parents and those other pple repeating the same thing asking the same questions giving the same answers and going through the same procedures... i just got tired..

after that mom went to work and i went with dad to eat. he looked super worried. sigh. i was super worried abt him also but i guess nothing much can be done also... we ate laksa! at toa payoh.. it was weird but nice also. i guess dad is so young looking and good looking that the auntie mistook us for a couple.. oh well. what can i say.. cos mom is too pretty and dad is too handsome..

den went with qiu ping to book fair. it was nice walking arnd. and i bought sth totally unpractical and totally childish but it made me laugh and laugh and laugh and for a while i could pretend things were ok and i was a kid again.. it was nice. why didnt they have things like this when i was a wee little kid?... i wonder...

it was nice going out with qiu ping. sad that qiu han couldnt come lah.. but shes like that. anyway cant ask her to come shop for HER birthday present also..
we were like silly idiots lah, walk arnd and poke this look at that.. ended up in bodyshop smearing body butter on our arms.. weird. then qiu ping said maybe we buy fragance

and this wonderful little brown bottle was love at first smell
i think if i get one i dun think i ll ever want to eat chocolate ever again. or ice cream. or any comfort food for that matter..
im almost certain. definitely. this is what love smells like

intoxicating, sweet, yet strong but you feel like running away when u get too much of it...
but its draws you close then you get addicted to it or sth..

qiu ping didnt like it. oh well. neither did hui chiang.



i think i must find the motivation to study le. im lagging behind really badly.
NTUC isnt as good as it was made up to be. i still ate mashed potatoes for dinner.

i guess big doesnt mean better after all.



im sorry if i took you for granted.. thanks for being there for me. if i could i would but i cant.