I felt sure it must have been fate.
That was primarily because it seemed as though history chose to repeat itself again, and I was about to witness a slow and horrible death.
Of one of my dads poor goldfish.
-_- oh the irony. I remember it was last year, when I was secondary four. Some lousy Sunday morning, I awoke to the sound of my dad and sis waging a war with our lousy virus infected comp and I crawled out of bed lazily, thinking it was just going to be another of those boring, unfruitful and unconstructive Sunday mornings in which you just slack the whole damn thing off.

Same thing yesterday la. Except it was Saturday.
And to my horror, there was yet another dead fish lying at the surface of the water in the fish tank. What a sight to see first thing in the morning.
It did not help that the other fish lying within close proximity to it was floating near the surface, with its belly turned upwards, obviously in a half dead position

Apparently, I was not pleased.
I get really annoyed and infuriated when no one cares about the poor thing. I mean, if u keep it, you better make a conscious effort to be responsible to it, right? Some peeps keep fish cos its harder to get attached and much much easier to keep and let it die away. -_-“
What a sad tot. then I rather not be owned, if I were a fish that is.
URGh. I was damn freaked out. And I hurriedly changed the water, washed the tank, fed the fish, which was apparently in a state of pain and great anguish even though I couldn t undersatdn it much, obviously. I fed it some fish food and it sort of like slowly edged towards the surface using its fins to reach the food. Pathetic.
And I could see it was giving up already. Its scales were infested with some yucky white stuff. URGh and at this point of time I hadn t eaten my breakfast yet.
Not appetite.
I kepty gently knocked the sides of the bucket I put it in while I changed water to prevent it from wanting to give up. I was like, DON’T DIE YOU STUPID FISH!!!!
T_T

Luckily everything was done pretty fast and while it was in the bucket I sort of gently rubbed some of the white mucky stuff off its sides and fins. It seemed much better
When I put it back it the tank, it no longer looked like it was in despair. It was swimming slowly, but normally, thank goodness, and I realized, to my shock and delight, that I had saved one small life. Small, but nonetheless, significant.
And that kept me happy for the rest of the day

:) even when I went to do cip, the happy thought remained.
Cip was quite boring, security again. I saw wei qi and yen foong though. And ming han and Shan Fu. Lolx shan fu is such a weirdo, sometimes always make fun of me, then sometimes keep so silent and very stone o_0
Followed jonathan AGAIN, yes AGAIN hahah to be understudy.
Seems kind of weird that whenever I follow him something crops up and I have to follow him another time.
Kind of awakward la, cos I dunno what to say and I dunno whether to be respectful or to be erm like friendly. And im not the type like wei qi to be so spontaneous and so witty. At most, I can be called trusty and always there. Urgh, sounds like some weird ad for some breed of guarddogs. Bury that tot. -_-

Anyway hes a nice dude la.
Wei qi was being his slack self again and yen foong her tired self. Poor girl, just came back from training.
Was patrolling when I realized I forgot about the marche thing.:(
Ughhh feel kind of bad, but I was in the middle of the second shift, so cannot leave la.
There was this really smart and pretty but a bit heow and giggly girl called Samantha and her friends.
I couldnt help but goggle at her. As in, she was really damn pretty la, I couldn understand why the guys werent drooling at her. Shes so pretty she looks like a Eurasian doll. Really nice features.
Anyway thats besides the point, except that I have a mad attraction to beautiful people.

There was a blackout at the mains at the drinks booth and silk pro booth
It was lucky that jon and I were patrolling near that area so we ran straight to the power mains. That reminds me, need to get a pair or tighter jeans, it kept slipping while I was running. A big hassle.
Turned out to be some technical error. Hang or sth. Like this comp.lolx
But it took twenty mins to fix. And while that wei qi had to do redistribution of man power and stuff. But it was some sort of mess so he got scolded by jon, even though it wasnt his fault. And wei qi looked quite sad after that. Poor dude.

Seamus even wrote sorry weiqi its not your fault on the feedback form.
:( I didn t realize jon was angry till ming han asked me. Oh well, guess im too simple minded. But it really wasnt security fault what. T_T

Wanted to claim my free rides with ming hui but tunred out I was too tired.
Maybe strained la, mentally. Doing two shifts can be really draining. Doing again later.
Oh well. :)

hope shan fu and ming han doing again. like wei qi and yen foong, but feel kind of out without ming hui arnd
sunday morning
and i never want to leave:)

ugrhh ash and serene and ben they all going arnd singapore. and how come i dun know T_T
hahahs oh well kiddin la, anyway cannot go. buddn its a good example of what the choir peeps say we are... exclusive :(

oh well. sunday rain is falling and im calling out to you
someday it will bring me back to you
it would bring me back to you.