yay. haw haw, went out yesterday with hui chiang, qiu han, qiu ping, ehz and who else? i rmbr there were four pple...hmmm oh yeah! ME. i forgot me. haha. okay, not funny. whatever la. its my blog so i cant write what i want rite. haha.

hmm,talking to you zhi and suddenly called him bastard for no good reason, haha. lucky that guy has a quite large chest(in chinese) as in he doesnt take things like this to heart, man, i sort of freaked/shocked myself. i always do. never fail to, haha. okay, back to bastards. hmm, the last time i called a guy a bastard was knighty i think, accidentally, i hope he didnt mind, but he that type, aiyah, should be not so petty right. im not good with words...

im pretty much a bastard myself. seriously, i can be so bastardly you d be damn tempted to bash me right in the face like i were any annoying bastardly guy. thank god. i prefer being a bastardly guy to being a bitchy girl. wait, while u try to decipher my nonsense and i explain to you and crude language my thesis. i believe that in guys and girls there is one dark element residing in some murky corner of their mind. for guys, its their bastardly character. for girls, its their bitchy side. wait wait, thats what i think, for most people, there are some guys, who are more bitchy than girls, and some girls, who are more bastardly than guys(probably me haha.:D)

the matter with being bastardly and bitchy, i really prefer the former. bitchy is so, un-me.

okay, enuf of crap, that non sense just popped out of no where.

back to the happy times.
hui chiang called yesterday to ask me out cos she wanted to go out desperately before she switched on her mugging mode for the rest of the week(oh no you dont want to know what happens when she does dat...) so i did. qiu han qiu ping and her were sitting at the place near the escalator near popular when i came out of orchard mrt and i was like, smiling, like oh my gosh so happy, like i havent smiled for such a long time.

before that, in the noon time i went out to lunch with weiling dearie hahas, and she passed me my
dirty green skirt! yay:D btw i bought some green keyring and two green hairbands yesterday too:) shit!im becoming colour coded, wont look at anything but green stuff...

back to dinner and movie with SOUP(lolx thats our clique name of sorts, i came up with it haha, u noe, to make soup u need water(me:D), ingredients(hc), sauces(qiuping) and special stuff (qiu han haha) so thats us, okay lousy name but no one else tot of anything so...) anyway, we trooted to lido to see got what movie to watch haha.
ended up we watched 13 going on 30!!!!! :D YAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

reminds me of stupid bastard(opps) rambutan who always goes arnd singing ' you are 16 going on 17, i am 17 going on 18...' HAHA. not funny. whatever, anyway, im 17 now, and rambutans 18 liao, i ll have to find a junior next year to sing to... haha. handsome guys in choir? FAT HOPE.
let me continue to gaze at my wonderful piece of art on the notice board....eyecandy!!!
oh, dont worry, i dont go for younger guys haha,at least not now, the tot of old cow eating young grass(in chinese) is just WAY too weird. haha.but eye candy is harmless.

the movie was FABULOUS!!!!
OKAY, i have to admit, like 80 per cent cos its JENNIFER GARNER!!!(>_<>_< finally remembered to bring the chocs from germany for hui chiang and qiu han and qiu ping haha. lolx, hui chiang was so proud to have brought waffers along so we could snack arnd in the movie theatre. lolx. i love jennifer garner!!!!! >_<>

i kinda miss the good old sec school days. so fun, carefree, no bastards(girls school!!) no bitches(i NEVER befren bitches) and so much fun, frenship...

haiz.
den on our way home hui chiang was asking if any of us had suitor or crap, and me and qiu han were shaking our heads off and hui chiang has this look of disbelief on her face den as if realisation dawned upon her she smiled and said, wenlin your character is too scary, haha even if a guy likes you he wont dare to tell you. And how very true. my character very bao4 lie4 lolx. :D tee hee.

the movie was a happy ending. but thats becasue jenna had a second chance. in life, you seldom get second chances, and even if u undo your mistake, things might not turn out the way you want them to be... like even though jenna got to go back to 13 and be nice to matt and be with him it might not mean they would be together for the rest of their lives.... things would still be different, how can things not change? .... a decision you make affects another part of your life and might cause u to make even more decisions in your life resulting in different endings... its like a rather old movie, called Sliding Doors, about a decision made by the protagonist and the two different endings had she chosen different paths to take....

happy endings are my favourite. but i always feel sad even if its a happy ending. afterall, its just a movie, whats makes you think my story will be a happy ending?... you never know...
i felt damn pai seh when i started tearing at one part of the movie when apparently everyone else was engrossed in the movie and apparently not tearing... feels weird but i always cry when no one else does... hahaha. okay, lucky qiu ping and hui chiang didnt see hahaha. too dark.

its wonderful to see jennifer garner smile. she seems so happy. i wonder when will i smile like that.

maybe sometime in the future.