Had a talk with auddie and beng hee and ck today
Online of course
Den I thought about a lot of things
Again
I thought and I thought
And I think im getting mixed up
Tangled in the webs spun by myself
Stuck in the paradoxes created by myself
Fallen into the vertoxes made by myself

Mad
I must be mad
I could be >.<
Anyway after the long talks I sort of unwillingly changed and made my way to woodlands regional library
I knew I was gonna be super late
After all we arranged to meet at 1 and I only left my house at like 12 50?
And as I slowly made my way to the bus stop I realised with a dread that I had just missed the bus
And it would be another 8 minutes or so till the next one would come
I though of taking cab
But im really not a cab kinda person
Plus even if I took cab I d be worrying that I d be late the whole trip
So might as well take mrt and be super late and worry than spend like 8 bucks in a cab and worry even though you wont be very much late
Its all about opportunity cost
Anyway surprisingly I didn’t worry at all
I slowly took my time
Waited at the bus stop reading the philosophy book zhe lent me for leisure
Its pretty good
Its got me into thinking real deep
Much deeper than before anyway
And the same about psychology
I think I know what I want to do when I grow up
I will go to the arts and social sciences stream and for my first year I will major in sociology or social work and philosophy and psychology
Then I will study philosophy and psychology further
Yepp that’s what I will do
For one thing I know that psychology to me has always been a special kind of love affair
Only I know it’s a long lasting one its so interesting it d keep me interested for the rest of my life
Learning and understanding how people think and whats going on in their heads
And philosophy is much closely related to it
Ai wu ji wu
Lol
i was kind of pissed when he seniors sort of laughed at me when I said I wanna do psychology
they said sth abt teens at this age all wanted to do that but later when the get over the phase they d realise its really boring and wunt want to do it for life
I m pretty serious about it so I was pretty offended >.<
At least I know one thing for sure
I wouldn’t want to spend the rest of my life being an accountant or engineer or doctor or research scientist or architect
I want to do what I like
And I like philosophy I like psychology and I like art and design
So im pretty clear actually

Eh back to today
Was like really slowly taking my time
Anyway the stupid comps at wrl suck
Like we paid 1 just to have the stupid comp login, then log out by itself at least 5 times
Wasted our time and money
>.<
Luckily we practically mugged all the yearly reports there in the ref section and found one liners stating the adoption numbers each year
It was like damn pathetic but at least we found something
With those lousy numbers at least we can plot a graph to show the trends in adoption
Thank god we found something
Anyway it was kinda like nostalgia when I reached wrl
Cos its been ages since I went there to borrow books…>.<
After the hard search we went to mos to eat
Should have bought the unagi burger lahz the seafood burger aint as nice
Was damn sad when I sat down and suddenly realise that there was yosh just opposite in a damn ulu and inconspicuous corner
With the money spent on mos I could have had such a good meal at yosh
Yoshinoya >.<
Booo
Anyway its all stupid yz s fault neber tell me there s yosh
Or else id have picked yosh over mos any day

Lol then we went home

And here I am
Later must mugg finish the homework I should have done but haven’t
For now im burning the long vac vcds
So happy!  I ll be able to own one full set in half an hour
Yay! And I can watch it whenever I want and keep it as I like
For free! Lol
Well still have to find more pw stuff hopefully move recent stats cos the latest ones we found is only 2002 ones >.< must try to find 2003 ones
Haha lol so got excuse to go online again 


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