feeling nostalgic. to prevent myself from brooding [which is a bad habbit i picked up from somebody; in fact prior to knowing him i seldom ever brooded or emo-ed for that matter, his influence seemed to have quite long-lasting and significant effects on me...] i sieved through some old photos.

im no longer that girl in the beautiful blue uniform who anthony always used to say
'WENLIN! be a man laaaa!' to...
the girl who used to hug yefan and gush with her about japanese singers
the girl who had a unbeatable chemistry with youzhirella
the girl who was ah heng's dance partner!
the girl who used to say, 'yo yo!' almost all the time

things are no longer the same; they never will be.... but no matter how far i go, i always like to turn around and take some time to look back, even if things cant be helped, even if things cant be reversed... i would like to imagine, to fantasize, what it be like if i had done things i regretted, if i had things i wouldnt have regretted... if those things in between, the words, the lines, your thoughts, if i had read them, if i had said them, if i had made things known, then maybe things wouldnt be where they are now...

but thats the beauty of things; regret.








with my two favourite st nicks girls...











my girls.














us together










rj crashers [youzhi has something going on with mr mcdonald, i swear]
=)

first time i played battleship in the rj mac...youzhirella taught me =D








-______- i know this was supposed to be a paparazi shot but its terribly taken, sorry hui hui, haha =)


me and youzhi, with the rest of the class at the je
west mall food court...








bready, ah heng, youzhirella













i loved her so much it hurt.












04s13 jan-march











funny how things change though you wish very hard they never did.












stupid rambutan ma honseng edmund still has my autograph books [yes, not one but two!]

and mr chye keong...zzzz.

id post some germany choir olympic photos but i realised i wasnt so high tech then; all the photos i developed and deleted already... =( heh









i know i still see her very often, but shes the best thing that has happened to me when i joined nj choir....

=) gf.







stupid thomas aloysious wong kar wai! and ben and eugene you jing shen yi tuan haha =)

trying to intimidate my gf, HEH, grrr....

wongkw: watch me flex, heh heh

ash, gf : !!!!!!!!!






sometimes i think i totally didnt understand him. i probably still dont, but well...

sometimes i think he didnt want me to, anyway.


mr khan, with his mouth agape, for comic effect.












we always seem to eat ajisen for our birthdays for some weird reason.










ulu mac gang [come to think of it, i feel like visiting that mac again. wonder if it closed down already...]












havent acted as spastic as that in quite a while.













emoshit.













spanking new eusoff jacket!















what was it like to smile like that?...
why.... how could i have brought myself to smile like that?

its like something i cant remember...











ah, i think i remember now.



it was because you were around.