i feel like im living a lie.


the interhall games has been a flurry of excitement and showcase of sportsmanship and wonderful, amiable talent.
watching all these beautiful shots, clean and pretty goals and nice passes has aroused a kind of feeling in me that has never happened before

maybe i should try sports again.
after 10 years of being involved in the performing arts,
discouraged by my lack of innate sporting ability,
maybe i should give it a shot again.


its sad to be amongst all these tanned, bronze-brown-beautiful god-like creatures.

i want to sweat it out on the field or the court, after a long hard game.
i want to bask in the warmth of the sun, or the cool evening breeze
i want to share with my teammates, be it game plans or lame jokes
i want to score goals and passes, be it for personal satisfaction, or hall glory

i want to prove that i can do sports,
i want to prove that even though i dont have the natural ability,
i can reach that standard with hard work.




its not too late now, right?
i mean, theres always ihg 2007.


*thinks*

sigh.