do not ask me, read this yourself.
do not attempt to talk to me unless you want to cheer me up [which you know will be futile if you have tried before]

of sad CAP scores this semester:
according to merit:

intro to chinese studies ch1101e: D+ [now i know where i stand, dont i. and my dad can stop being pleased and flaunting my a2 for higher chinese. sigh.]
art and philosophy gek2002 : A- [surprise surprise, talk about shock]
psychology of language pl3237: B
sociology of family sc2205: C+ [=( sigh]
singapore film : B [... ...]

average cap: 3.1

ash and i were talking casually about cap scores last night and she said she was expecting a 3. sth for her cap, and i was like, yeah, but just whether 3.1 or 3.9
and she was like, HAH, no la, at least 3.5

sigh/

i must have really done quite badly for exams, because, not taking in account exams, id have a cap score of 3.5 ave or above.

i knew i was going to do badly for my sc2205 but c+ is really.... i mean, i got a B for my term paper, which means i probably got a D+ for my exam paper .... sigh.
art and philo was a surprise, psych of lang was a bit disappointing but somewhat expected [even though my ave grade for it before exams was A =(] singapore film wasnt much of a shock either...
chinese... i know chinese lang is quite different from chinese studies....but
i guess im not cut out for studying chinese history and literature and whatever.

*speechless*

i dont think i ll ever take a chinese module again im quite sure.

the thing is, i know i should be logical and rational
i know i should try to take into account my crazy yr-one-taking-4-year-2-and-year3-modules, but whatever i do, it just seems like an excuse.
i mean, i could have done well if i studied really hard, right?

ok, so i studied hard.

maybe just not enough.



whatever the case,
im quite sure i wont ever let this happen again.